@jurieto-zxy welp these times probably everybody feels like that i recomend u not to look at it that way all the time and try to use that time u got with nothing to do at all looking to try new thing or just to enjoy thing u like but u usually dont do
and remmember that this will come to an end suddenly
DEE-DEE-DUUDUU77
get some help bud life is not that bad
morbid-machinerie
i am aware of it, im just really lacking of some irl social interactions, and it's kinda making my whole existence bland and boring and not-so tasty and stuff (XvX)
and imma be honest, life isn't the best thing to have, but death doesn't worth the try either