kinda lost the overall motivation to do big digital pieces since the last few weeks due to specific events that i will not elaborate on so here's th (dw i will find smth to draw sooner or later) ((maybe))

after i share the (soon to be finished) wip i'm working on, i will try to focus on making reference sheets for my characters. gotta be armed to the teeth if i wanna try to get into the artfight again if y'know what i mean (ФωФ).

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that and it's the perfect excuse to make my brain work less on drawing anything spectacular as it's really, REALLY muddy rn. sludge kind of grey matter. gotta give my brain a creative break ( ´_ゝ`)

recently i've been messing around in Source Filmmaker. nothing too crazy as i am only a beginner, but it's fun lol

oktober was pretty charged for me + that mouthwashing fanart absolutely destroyed the little energy i had left back then, but i swear, i'll be rolling back on the rails soon enough

there's something brewing in the morb labs as of speaking rn

anyways, please stand-by, a ridiculous amount of ads lasting 50 minutes are currently on the way

ok, i'm going to be real, since i played fallout 4 my brain has been completely hypnotized by it (and still is) and it went as far to me doing a whole overhaul of the game. an AU like they call it? morb sauce styled fallout 4. im talking rewritting factions and main character behavior all stored inside my brain. it went from "oh here's my oc i made him so he can pester panini danse" to "ok listen what if the BoS was more cult-like and a bit more insane and the institute was hiding something that could end humanity again if it escaped its facility beyond theses hospital lookin walls?" elaborating further would make this post implode so start pondering orbs meanwhile i try to draw something related to that absolute brain madness

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im totally normal about this game (lying)

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also idk what to do with the railroad yet they're that stupid lmao

noticed anything different? no? you're damn right lmao

i don't have any wifi since a week ago. 4g is eternal. and my brain simply refuses to do anything significantly interesting unless everything gets back to normal. this month is a train wreck

your bimonthly program will take back shortly. please stand-by ;]

alllright, got my computer yesterday and i am still customizing options, but there isn't enough HDMI ports to get both the main screen and tablet screen running. and also trying to get some of my brushes i had on my drawing software back. i will consume vido gmes meanwhile but yeahhhhhhhh still no drawings (yet)

new computer this monday. it shall not be another toaster laptop because [last week incident] [car crash sfx here] also it generally is better than my old computer in terms of performances

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usual drawing schedules might go back to a stable status, but until then, we'll wait a bit.

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anyways, The Great Annihilator by SWANS is a pretty good album, seriously i can't stop listening to it on a daily basis goddamn help